Wednesday, September 11, 2013

11sep2013 - Wednesday

I thank God because...

When I Iose control of things, God is in control. 
When I feel unloved, God loves me.
When I panic, God is already working things out for me.
When I feel alone, God is with me.

I couldn't sleep last night because of some shitty nasty text I got. 4am. I spent four long hours in the dead of the night, rolling around, getting a drink, changing the ac temperature, reading the bible, praying, and more rolling around... only to add to my endless frustration. 

Never used to get such nights... and I wonder why I have them nowadays. Is it because the stakes are higher now that i'm older? But what stakes do I have if I am letting God play the game? Or am I not letting God play this game of life for me?

Father, take my worries away from me.  Fill me with peace that transcends all understanding.  Soothe me. Surround me with your angels. 

Grant me that little mustard of faith, please?